Hello, I am an unmarried women, who's goning to be...

Hello, I am an unmarried women, who's goning to be 26 in 2018. For past two years my family has been looking for a perfect match for me. Many alliances came and 90 % of them liked me and they were ready to proceed with the proposal. But I said no to every proposal. When a new alliance comes and when my family talks about it, at that moment itself I will decide that, I don't want this, even before meeting the guy. At first I was not ready to get married in the age of 24 because at that time I was unemployed. I wanted to do something of my own before marriage. I wanted to make an identity of my own, I wanted to work and earn for my family and me. I wanted to help my family and friends because I don't know what happens after marriage, what kind of person I am going to marry. Later I got a job abroad and I was employed for an year and few months. Now I lost my job and hadn't got any new job till today. My family has always supported and respected my decisions. They had never given any pressure,even in case of marriage. But now they wanted me to get married. I am tensed because I am jobless and they are worried about my marriage. I know, its natural and they are right. Infact not only my family every single person around me is telling me to get married. They says, if you are not getting married soon, you will not get young grooms, then you will have to marry aged ones. Because gents marries in young age and you will not be looking this good later on ..... etc..etc ..... Whatever these people are saying is right , I agree but I am also right in my own way. My family is so worried now because all my friends and everyone of my age in my family got married. They also have to face relatives asking about my marriage and that increases their tension. Right now I really don't know what to do. I never had a relationship or affair or something like that. I had a lot of crush, infatuations and all, that's it and nothing serious. There where few guys who seriously liked me and told that, from my school days to college. I know they were good but still I never said yes to anyone. I really loved being myself. My life, my likes, my freedom. And sometimes I also felt that, even I should want someone who loves me like crazy, who is scared of losing me, who loves me like the way I am, who respects me and all. But I don't know why I couldn’t find someone like that. I don't know what my real problem is. I am confused about what I want. Even I don't want to marry someones who's so older than me like everyone says. Please tell me what should I do. How will I find a partner for myself.