Why am I so different and weird? How cN I change

We would like to inform you that difference is not always a bad thing, as all human beings are different in their forms, abilities, thoughts, tendencies, etc.
 And this difference creates distinction among them, even if you don’t like your differences, just focus on the positive aspects you have and your strengths discover your skills and advantages, as God created every person with an advantage and a role in life.
-So trust yourself and find your strengths points in your difference
-Develop from yourself for the better and stop comparing yourself to others, focus on your life and goals, and strive to reach it

As for your feeling strange, please explain that in further explanation and detail so that we can help you better