Hello again doctor! I've got a serious matter...

Hello again doctor! I've got a serious matter where I seem to be the evil person yet it's psychotic what I did I admit it, so the deal is that I made a younger boy fall madly with me and hes pretty serious with our relationship ,to him it's everything he changed he's life career even where he lives for me, but to me it was that boy I liked flirting with and making him fall in love was all I cared about cause at first I found it weird that he wasn't flirting back and that's what motivated me to do all I could and I did manipulated him ,oh my how I feel so bad and guilty I dong know what to do although I still want him to be happy cause we had a pretty good friendship and he's a really good guy, the reason why I did what I did in the first place is that I knew right after I knew guys that were cruel and playful so I wanted to play it rough and toxic to flip the table on men but it happened that he was really innocent:"((